nice to find you here once more. And I knew you would come to that: seen the header in my journal, uh?
So. What are the beautiful threads that knit up my life? I’ m quite a luky girl, since I can count at list 5 very strong threads around my heart.
Two of them are the threads that actually knitted me and still keep me up so many times even now that I turned COUGH! (pardon, always this strange coughing when talking about my age, must see a doctor sooner or later). One always thing Mom and Dad will be there forever, then you suddenly realize that it is not the way it goes and that so many things would be left behind, unsaid and not done should they decide it’ s time to face your life on your own.
Then you become a thread in turn, it’s your time now to be a parent, and you ask yourself how can possibly your children think you’re the solution for everything and the wall that will always keep them safe, when you still need this help from your parents.
Luckily, you are not alone, and the last, yet the most important thread, comes to rescue from the fear of not being as solid as your parents have been as a wall or of not knowing all the solutions as your parents did instead. And you really feel this thread is the one you want to knit your life with everafter, intertwined as you both are by now.
And another, last one thread is all around me, offering beauty and help everyday without asking anything in return but respect.
See you next time.